It's already past 4, I'm still wide awake with Wave's Feel Good Friday Music as my background music. Eversince, I quit my day job, I have become nocturnal again. I hate this. I miss waking up in the morning having freshy brewed coffee or tea while checking the news online even on weekends. Sleeping in the morning and waking up at 2:00pm does not work for me anymore. I feel so heavy. I feel like days just pass and I do not do anything significant...sigh..

I hate being the only person awake and not doing anything sensible. I just wish I was busy doing school stuff or reading anything interesting. Darn. The reason I quit my day job was to focus on school work for my practicum and for the next program I am supposed to take, but again, I procrastinated. The deadline for the submission of my application requirements was last Nov. 5 and I went to the Admission Office five days late. I have to wait for three months, it is going to take a while. The thing is I do not want to work full-time anymore. Anyway, that's another story.

To kill time, and I hope doing this will lull me to sleep..
I'm gonna make a list again of the things I wanna do to satisfy my need to do something...err not fun...something that I wish I could do...

- go somewere/ travel alone... maybe up north or down south..(though this sounds impossible)
- travel to a foreign country (with hubby, friend, or my sister)
- shop for my sisters, and hopefully make them wear the shoes and clothes i'd buy for them
- attend a mob
- talk to someone who does not want Noynoy Aquino to win the presidential race
- convince my father not to drink and smoke anymore...
- wear boots :)
- attend kickboxing classes again..
- wear high-heeled gladiator sandals..

and.. I wish I could write here all the things I wish I could..if I continued, the list would just go on and on..

wanna sleep...