I've been avoiding blogging for weeks now..Facebook addiction has replaced blogging to kill time and it's really interactive and a lof of my close friends are on Facebook :) I missed blogging though.



As I was reading my last post here, I could see the same angry person with a lot of drama going on. Am I still the same person? I guess yeah but a much better version of that person.



Last month I was bursting with joy when I blogged about my pregnancy. I was so excited of telling the world that I would become a "mother" soon. I even received a lot of messages on Mother's day. After the unfortunate event, all of the excitement and expectations were replaced by depression. It's been a month and I'm strill trying to find happiness I felt when I was still expecting. It could never be found again, but there are still a lot of reasons to put things back into normal again.



I promised myself that I would not put too much drama in my life as much as I used to. So, now I'm trying to be the person that I really want to be. I like myself better when I'm so bubbly, and positive. Enough for romanticizing everything, it just creates too much unnecessary drama. I wish I could live this way.



I'm just so excited to see the future.