It's our first wedding anniversary!

This should be a happy day as happy as this couple on our wedding cake.

I wonder what couples do to celebrate their very first wedding anniversary. Do they go on a very special date? Do they surprise each other? or Is it just an ordinary day for them to argue and fight over things?

I've been waiting for this for a long time and been wondering how I'd feel on this very important occasion. I know we will still have more wedding anniversaries, but this is our "first." Beeing a sentimental fool, every "first" is always very significant. Hay, too much for this drama.

Just wait for more years of being together in a happy, peaceful, and loving relationship,

On a Friday night....

emo mode

listening to mushy songs while spending tme with your laptop,

Facebooking, looking for Gossip blogs, watching non-sense video clips on YouTube and some juicy scandal :P

Being so alone, asked hubby to go online and talked about how her life sucks without him

Invited single friends to come over, misery loves company..
Looking like a bunch of losers, instead of partying all night

here you are very happy to share your wifi with your single friends who should be fishing outside

A souvenir of a lousy Friday night

all smile for the cam
:)

Looking forward to more productive days. Can't stand being a bum.

Such a tiring day. I was supposed to go to the bank today to fix some papers and go to Makati to submit my resignation paper to my previous employer since I am still on my indefinite leave and go to the other company I used to work for to visit some colleagues there and surrender my key card, but as usual I woke at lunch time again. So, I just stayed home again and did some chores.

Cleaning the entire unit was not easy as it seemed. I'm happy with the result though. It smells good and looks really clean :)

***I just realized that a warm bath really helps to soothe tired muscles. After a very tiring day, ahot shower is such a treat. Now, I want to have a hot tub here at home. Sna kasya sa bathroom hehehe.

***Taking quizzes on Facebook has become my latest addiction. I am now laughing out loud alone because of the Kalye name we got. I think the one who made this quiz knows us hehehe

mine: wlang boobs (obvious)

my husband: libagin (he's dark hehe)

Merk: amoy tae (spreading his shit hehehe)

Cess: tekla (it just suits her for some reason)

Daisy: ms stretchmark (meron nga hehehe)

It's a good thing I can still hear myself laughing even though I'm alone here at home. Love it!

Dahil wla akong importanteng lakad today, nagpakabusybusyhan ako. I've been planning to organize our closet, but I'm still avoiding doing strenous activity so it took me a long while to do this. I have cleaned my closet before we moved here in our new home, but I realized that I still have some pieces I don't wear or haven't worn for years but i still keep them. It's so hard to decide whether I should keep them or not. Being a sentimental fool, I ended up keeping them because of some memories those pieces have. Bkit ba kse hirap ilet go ang magagandang alaala ng simula ng pkikiparelasyon sa asawa hehehe. I bet, after two days my closet will be such a big mess again. Meron na yata akong clutter disorder. Sbi nga ng brother ko, what I need is a walk-in closet. But, i'm improving. I'm cooking again! I cook for my lunch and dinner na. I just wish I could share my experimental dish with my hubby.

Today. for lunch, i cooked my fave beef dish, No wonder, i have some discomfort again because of my arthritis. "Hay beef i love you but you're hurting me hehehe." Thanks to Ponstan. "But Ponstan, please don't let my intestine suffer when I get old, I will miss something that I do best. " For dinner, I cooked my fave stir fry mixed veggies with shrimp. It was heavenly, I swear. I ate it with my favorite kikay pink fish- besugo.

Trial and error lng tlga mga cooking techniques, but I'd still love to have formal cooking classes especially Thai and Spanish dishes. I want to be the best cook, so that my husband will no longer ask his mom to cook his favorite food. Can't wait for my next grocery shopping. I'm gonna look for more herbs and spices to add flavors and colors sa makulay kong buhay may asawa, I mean sa mga nakaline up kong experimental dishes.

Cooking gadgets are also very important. I enjoy cooking when I have uber nice utensils and kitchen equipment. I love my La Germania and my very reliable non-sticky pan, can't wait for my set of Pyrex. Quickfire's Rose Dominguez's cooking gadgets are the coolest. From garlic slicer to every equipment and every utensil is just awesome. Can't wait to ask my husband to purchase those gadgets. I bet he'll love them. he wants to be a chef and he cooks steak to die for. :)

Cooking keeps me busy these days, though sobrng kalat pa din ng bahay. Since I'm still recovering from my d and c, and it's been a month pa lang, i'm doing one household chore a day.

Things to do:

arrange our shoes, throw some boxes
change curtains and sheets
sweep and mop the floor
clean our bathroom (get rid of nasty stains eeww)
get rid of unnecessary receipts and docs (arrghhh tiresome)

I'm so domesticated and I'm enjoying it. Wish me luck.

I've been avoiding blogging for weeks now..Facebook addiction has replaced blogging to kill time and it's really interactive and a lof of my close friends are on Facebook :) I missed blogging though.



As I was reading my last post here, I could see the same angry person with a lot of drama going on. Am I still the same person? I guess yeah but a much better version of that person.



Last month I was bursting with joy when I blogged about my pregnancy. I was so excited of telling the world that I would become a "mother" soon. I even received a lot of messages on Mother's day. After the unfortunate event, all of the excitement and expectations were replaced by depression. It's been a month and I'm strill trying to find happiness I felt when I was still expecting. It could never be found again, but there are still a lot of reasons to put things back into normal again.



I promised myself that I would not put too much drama in my life as much as I used to. So, now I'm trying to be the person that I really want to be. I like myself better when I'm so bubbly, and positive. Enough for romanticizing everything, it just creates too much unnecessary drama. I wish I could live this way.



I'm just so excited to see the future.