killing time

girl talking to a married guy making making pacute:

girl:   ay oo nga dapat sya saken magselos kasi crush ako ng asawa nya


guy:  sino may sbi? hehehe

girl:   ako, bakit magagalit ka?


seriously? so, you think you're still a teenager?

so mean

Out of boredom here at work, I decided to post this from my draft hehehe :)

Inspired by one of the blog entries I read last November from one of my favorite websites..This is going to be mean I swear... hehehehe

I guess most of us just hate some things we see or anything that exists that is not pleasant to our eyes or just the thought of it is simply irritating..

Well it's a brand new year, so I decided to make a list of the things that I wish I would not see often or perhaps just vanish hehehe

1. People pouting when being photographed then post their photos on Facebook. Can we just leave that pouting thing to real models or those gorgeous people? It's making me sick everytime I see photos of some not-so-good-looking people on Facebook with their "trying to look sexy" look. Peace :)

2. Sales Attendants who do not know their products/ Cashiers too lazy to serve their customers. Have you heard of product training/ customer service training? duh?!  Calling SM Megamall Management C'mon it won't cost you that much if you train your sales attendants first before making them work in your store.

3. EMO look. Your "all black attire with heavy eyeliner and mascara, with matching super thick gel para one sided ang hair hahahha, and sometimes with a scarf" look makes me want to give you a fan kse you're sweating all over and super greasy na. peace again :)

4. People spitting on public. super super super gross tlga.

5. Fake designer bags. Using an LV bag but you're taking the pubic transport like the jeepney? Seriously? If you cannot afford the real thing, you can just settle for locally made handbags with good quality. Why settle for a fake LV, Gucci, Hermes, Chanel, Dooney and Bourke, Longchamp, Coach, etc... made in China/ bought from Tiangge with poor quality, if you can score a good locally manufactured bag or a cheaper branded bag like Mango, Guess, Charles and Keith, CMG? Do you think other people would believe that you're using the real thing? just think :)

6. People wearing boots on a hot day. No offense. I mean sorry. Wearing boots here in Manila on a summer day? Are you serious?

7. Lastly, someone as maarte as I am hehehe joke...

The bitchiness in me is back..well not for good..blame it on PMS hehehe 


PS,

I'm so tired of reading conditional sentences with grammatical errors..FYI: you should not use "will/would" in the if-clause, only in the result clause."  (I'm not good in grammar, I just want to share this (ooppps comma splice?)

I would if I could
If I could, I would

I will if I can
If I can, I will


xoxo

Peace :)

doing somethig new

Last night while making sense out of nothing..err..I mean while contemplating, broken relationships (friendship in particular) crossed my mind. I have been very blessed, and God has been so good to me.  I realized though that the reason I cannot be happy all the time is the fact that I still have issues to solve. I can't be completely happy if I know that this broken frienship is not yet fixed.

I texted a friend. I asked her something, then she said: "Sometimes it's just a matter of guilt. Somehow you feel guilty of not being too nice kaya you can't be too happy." Makes sense huh?

As for me, it's more than guilt. I just want to make things better. It kinda surprised me that I took the courage of taking the first step. 2009 was a tough year for me. I went through a lot of things, disappointments, failures, pain (physically and emotionally), and unexpexted horrible experiences. Maybe all of those things happened to teach me lessons and to believe in myself that I am a strong person and with God nothing is impossible,

As I started my year though with positive attitude and by being thankful with all the blessings God has given to me, I realized that I cannot be truly happy if I still have broken frienship. It's high time I take the first shaky step to make things okay.

Of course there would be questions and not-so-good-opinions, but surprisingly I wouldn't care at all. I don't know. For some reason, the thing I did is something that I would not regret. I hope I'm making sense here

To my surprise, I also feel better now... :)

brain farting

Everytime I have inspirations to write, I keep telling myself just to go for it and WRITE..It doesn't matter if people criticize your writing or your values because of what you have written or what you are about to share...

Whenever I am inspired to write though, I have this "writer's block."  I know I could do better than what I have written, but I just ended up giving myself my own censorship. I'm not a writer, I just enjoy this whole blogging thing.

Sometimes I just want to have fun, then funny, but afterwards I would just become serious. Then, I will lose myself in thoughts. When my brain farts, I need this to keep me sane...

happy '10!!

We've just moved to our new home here in Cainta in March, '09, so this was my very first time to celebrate New Year here. My hubby wasn't able to come home for the holidays, so I was a little bit disappointed. Had I given birth to our first child last Dec. 22, he would have been here to celebrate Christmas and New Year with me. Anyway, my two older sisters and three pamangkins spent New Year here to keep me company.

my futile attempt to capture a wonderful fireworks display

Happy 2010! I hope this year will be a lot better. I would like to leave all the negative things happened last year and all the mistakes I committed. I don't want to have a list of my New Year's resolution because I would end up failing again. I just wish I would be a better person next year. I would like to be the person that I really am- generous, nice, thoughtful, sympathetic, loving, focused, and driven. As much as possible, I wish I could avoid being angry, because I know how horrible I am when I'm getting angry. The monster in me is uncontrollable when I get upset or angry.

Everyone always wants to be a good person of course, before saying or doing something unacceptable, it's just a matter of asking ourselves if it felt good doing things that would hurt other people....

Happy New Year everyone!

post christmas rush?

I just got back from my vacation in my hometown. I had a wonderful time, really wonderful time with my family, nothing fancy, but such a happy memory to remember. Enough for such drama..

Anyways, the only reason I was eager to come back before the 30th is that I need to check on my bank accounts and settle some bills. Welcome to the adults' world. After the holidays, reality check. When I got off the cab, the guards and some men greeted me with their faces smiling, and me- with a quick smile thinking- "are they just being nice or they just need to be friendlier because they think I'm Ms. Scrooge because I haven't given anything to the guards and some janitors in our building?" Then, when I opened our door. Tadah! No one greeted me to say "welcome home" but the bills, bills, and bills and more bills, and a pigsty! Just realized that I was such in a hurry before leaving for our hometown that I forgot some garbage and my room was in an organized chaos.

I should be sleeping now so I could wake up early to start my day much earlier, but I missed this Internet. So many things to do before the 31st! Time management I need you.

emo mode

"People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated.."

- Tom, 500 Days of Summer

Loneliness is underrated (I think most of us have realized this)...and I say as well as the pain of  missing someone...

Have you ever felt like everything seems to be nonsense because the person you are supposed to enjoy wonderful moments with is in the other side of the world with a 16-hour difference?

As I always say, I looove Christmas. I just can't help but feel so emotional these days. As much as I want to enjoy it and have fun, but there are things that are best enjoyed when shared with the person you chose to spend the rest of your life with. That being said, just realized that the way I celebrate Christmas hasn't changed, only this time I have to wait for another Christmas to have someone to kiss me under the mistletoe, open Christmas presents with, or set up our Christmas tree with. Yikes! cheessy..

Hay, If only.......

So emo.. Blame it on the chilly wind, blame it on the Christmas-ish weather, or blame it on the alchohol...

:)