Thursday, August 20, 2009

yay!

Yay! super happy! very early birthday gift!
My Sony Vaio is here! I'm super excited to use it..I'm still trying to figure out though how to make Vista more userfriendly for me..For a non-techie person like me, XP is still the best :)

Poor Neo.. I still love you..but too bad you're battery sucks :) You're still my first love..don't worry..I'm still using you because Sony doesn't have MS office yet...but maybe next week, you'll be on my sister's lap..you'll be taken care of really well..

and to Mac...I know someday we'll be together..you're too expensive kse

To my Sony...you and I have a lot of work to do!


thanks hubby for this early bday gift! :)

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

in love mode

I've been listening to this particular song for many weeks. I'm in love with this song,, and I'm sooo in love with my hubby :)

For some maybe it's cheesy, but this song means so much to me.

"Cause if your love was all I had in this life...That would be enough...
Until the end of time.."

It's so true, no matter how far we are from each other, at the end of the day i sill look forward to going home because everything at home just reminds me everything about him. When the world just seems so unkind and everything doesn't turn out right, he's the one I just wanna be with..He has this amazing way to make me feel better, and he's my number one kakampi. Eventhough he knows I'm wrong, he'll still act as if I'm right so I won't be upset. I've really found the ONE.

What an awesome collaboration of JT and Beyonce...

hear my heart singing..yeah yeah yeah


Sunday, August 2, 2009

moving on

NOT knowing the exact reason why people just did something "unacceptable" to you is just the worst feeling in the world. When I say "unacceptable" it means something that can hurt you or can make you feel just fuuuuming mad. The way peeople look at things varies. It depends on a person's acceptance. The last thing I discovered though was the last straw. I don't know if things will be fixed again. I can forgive but I'm a purist. If you've done something to me, I can forgive you, but I don't think things will ever be the same again. I'm now moving on.
It's just so sad that people can just abandon you after all the things you've done. I know it's sad, and I can do it too. I know a lot of things are going to change. I need to prepare for that. There's more for me. I just need to accept the fact that only a few can be trusted these days and only a few will stay.
Moving on..
I'm not mad anymore. Maybe it's high time that I should realize the true colors of those people I chose to be with. Are there reasons to be sad? I don't wanna be sad because of that. It's a relief maybe that I know now the kind of people who are worth the genuine friendship I can offer.
Maybe it's really time to meet more people, and it's time to be much wiser.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

hay...wish i could..



Earlier, while rummaging though my piles of paper to find something I need as my reference for my training proposal, I found something that made me stop what I'm doing. It was a letter to myself I wrote on my 25th birthday. I don't even remember I wrote that one! It was written at the back of the print out of my former student's email I. It was full of positive thoughts. I have written there the three things I was very happy to achieve before my 25th birthday. It really struck me, I don't even know now what to write to myself on my next birthday. I only have one month to have something I will be proud of before turning 26. Is this the sign I've been waiting?


Before starting to work again, I went to Greenbelt chapel. I did not really intend to ask God something for myself. I just wanted to be with Him. Suddenly, while talking to Him, I asked God if I made the right choice. If not, he should give me a sign. Tadahh! Monday, two days after I went to Greenbelt chapel, a former colleague IM-ed me. It was a job offer. I did not even have to take a test or go through a series of interviews. It was a job offer I could not resist. There is one problem though, its office is in QC, and I live in Cainta. And, I don't know how to tell my superiors that I'm gonna leave again. I have worked for barely two weeks only after my very long vacation.


It's hard to decide. Should I wait for another sign? Should I allow myself to miss this oppurtunity? Should I accept this so that I could have something to be proud of before my next birthday?
Decision making couldn't get any harder.



"Sometimes you get no second chance and that it's best to accept the gifts the world offers you."

Friday, July 24, 2009

watching boysiimen

BoysIIMen in Manila
July 21, 2009
Araneta Coliseum


I know they always come here, but I really wanted to see them perform live. I'm a huge fan of their songs, they can really make you say...aawwww...
I thought I was going to have a blast. I was a little disappointed. It was very short, good thing they sang my favorite "Water Runs Dry."
Listening to my other favorite, "I miss you" could have made a difference though.


Of course, there are pics..Filipinos are certified camwhores.. Flashing lights were everywhere..






finale


I was with Daisy and Merk (again). As if i have a choice hehehe. labyu guys!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

It was one helluva week!

I started working again for the same compnany last Monday. I thought they would allocate less than a hundred essays for me to proofread. It was 134! When I was still on vacation, each tutor only received less than a hundred essays. Bad timing for me tsk tsk tsk

It was one helluva week that I needed a strong alcohol. I'm not much of a drinker now, so tequila or some mixed cocktails are the only alcoholic drinks I can take now. I needed to be intoxicated! So, last Friday, tadah! wish come true. I told my friend, one shot of tequila or just 1 glass of margarita is enough. it turned out that 1 isn't enought.. 4 glasses of margarita, just enough to lull me into sleep...

Unplanned night out again with my 2 kaladkaring bessies..literal na spontanyong pagkilos hahaha





I dunno what's in store for me next week. I need to be more than ready I guess.

Thursday, July 16, 2009



THIS IS SOOO MEEEE TODAY!
Prang sasabog na utak ko sa pagpoproofread!