I have a lot of time here at my part-time job to go through the PDI's website. I was able to go back to the old news related to politics, especially Philippine politics. Of course when we say "Philippine politics" it involves a lot of controversies, I mean crazy controversies, especially that PGMA along with her family, friends, political allies have done a lot of things that did not help improve our economy, political system. I mean everything seems like in total chaos. The 2010 election is happening very soon. Everyone is talking about "reform." How could you talk about "reform" if you also have selfish interest?
For the past years, I've been trying to be apathetic. I've been avoiding political issues. I have focused on a more realistic idea, one that is more immediate and that works for me. I've been selfish. I got tired of politics. I used to be an activist way back in college. I was on a high that time that no one could stop me from going to rallies, participating in different group discussions, and engaging into debates with my family who always opposed my ideas. Now, I realize how shallow I have become after deciding to leave the movement. I have focused much on materialistic things. I miss the days when life was a lot simpler for me. I miss real people. People who don't have pretentions. I miss hearing their profound ideas, and how they analyze things. I hate being around with people who pretend to engage in an intelligent conversation, but cannot even come up with logical ideas.
I want to do something meaningful. As I have said before I'm done being around with people who live frivolous lives.
don't know how, where, when to start....
