finding solace in solitude

For those people who know me very well, I know they understand what I'm going through these days. With the things that happened and the things I have done, hearing bad news or people treating me badly is more than I can handle.

I just don't know what I want these days. I want to be with myself. So please, people who keep on ranting about those people I barely care about, stop telling me stories. I don't want to hear your stories. I have a lot of my own. I have my own family to think about, I have friends I wanna be with. And when I'm ready or when I feel like it, I want to be with my people. I want to be with my family and friends, people I wanna have a true conversation with and people who can understand me the most.

I'm tired of wearing a brave face or a fake smile.

That's all I need.