happy thoughts

I kinda feel lonely these days that's why today I decided to blog, and write about anthing, while I'm not doing anything here in WUIC office. This part time job is like the easiest job in the world! We don't have regular students yet, so sometimes we don't even have students and they are still paying us! Just like today, I need to work here for 5 hours but I'm not doing anything. I just need to look like I'm doing something important. God is so generous :)

Anyway, I wanna think happy thoughts. I heard from the radio this morning that 85 % of the things that we encounter everyday is negative. This explains why we are so tired after a hard day's work. I must think happy thoughts, but I don't think it's possible for a person like me.

Okay I'll just think of TOP things/persons/or whatever that make me really happy:

10. In the morning, seeing my face doesn't look tired eventhough I didn't have much sleep.

9. A very great tasting tea

8. Arrving early at work, meaning I can still have my daily dose of pancakes and coffee.. back to drinking coffe in the morning :(

7. food..food..and more food..sinigang, karekareng gulay, pasta,thai food, kimchi tuna, pistachio sansrival, etc.

6. pistachio sansrival from Coffe Bean

5. hugs and kisses from my "pamangkins"

4. being able to work

3. being healthy

2. family and friends

1. my hubby

..This is such a nice therapy! there are a lot of things that really make me happy. I should've put here more than a million things that make me happy. why am i feeling this anyway? Because, I miss most of the things on my TOP TEN list. I should still be thankful anyway..

Now, it's time for the TOP TEN things I wanna do if I have enough time:

10. Read a good book...a very inspiring one..

9. Have a movie marathon in my pajamas with a lot of popcorn, soda, krispy kreme doughnuts, mc flurry, hot and crispy chicken from kfc, soft pillows.. in short a very lazy day at home.

8. Teach kids in a Rehabilation Center for Kids

7. Go to a really nice beach.. one that is not crowded

6. Play with my "pamangkins"

5. Go to Batangas.. I miss "mother," I miss our home

4. Finish my practicum!

3. Study Clothing Technology, Basic Sewing, and Pattern Making

2. Go to the gym

1. Shop for fabric in Divisoria so I can start sewing my own clothes

...there a lot of things I wanna do. I'm discovering a new hobby too. Life is really short to focus on just one thing, but I need to prioritize things for the future. It'll be so selfish of me if I just do what I wanna do without considering people who matter to me. a super woman wanna be strikes again!

after four weeks

Thank God I have recovered from a really bad cold, terrible tonsilitis, depression (as always hehehe), and all that drama hehe. I feel so energetic again. I'm working 12 hours a day, and sleep for 6 rhs a day. Thanks to my daily dose of Vitamin C and E .

Four super busy weeks had passed. I've been really busy. I didn't even have enough time to blog. It feels like I have a lot of things to say. Since, I haven't really had a very long or should I say heartfelt conversation for weeks, and I haven't blog for a while, I feel like I need time to relax and just contemplate. Four weeks had just passed, and now I am thinking If I made the right decision.

I cannot honestly tell myself if I'm happy. Thankful I guess. Thankful for having to have these two things I prayed for. Thankful for passing a series of tests and interviews, and having an oppurtunity to work with some wonderful people. I'm so thankful that God gave me these opurtunities again. It's really true, when you ask God to give you something, you have to be prepared to have it. Otherwise, you will not be as thankful as you were supposed to be. You should ask yourself first if you can handle it. I know God has plans for me. He has plans for all of us. We just have to be patient. Now, that I am here I just need to learn to love my new world.